The Smiths

I've been listening to the smiths a lot lately, they remind me of good memories from high school.

"And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well the pleasure, the privilege is mine"
-There is a Light That Never Goes Out



"Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go


Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore"
-Asleep

"I would go out tonight
But I haven't got a stitch to wear
This man said "It's gruesome that someone so handsome should care"
-This Charming Man

"Good times for a change
See, the luck I've had
Can make a good man
Turn bad

So please please please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want
This time


Haven't had a dream in a long time
See, the life I've had
Can make a good man bad


So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows, it would be the first time
Lord knows, it would be the first time"
-Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want

"Shyness is nice and
Shyness can stop you
From doing all the things in life
You'd like to

So, if there's something you'd like to try
If there's something you'd like to try
Ask me I wont say no, how could I?

Coyness is nice, and
Coyness can stop you
From saying all the things in
Life you'd like to

So, if there's something you'd like to try
If there's something you'd like to try
Ask me I wont say no, how could I?

Spending warm Summer days indoors
Writing frightening verse
To a buck-toothed girl in Luxembourg

Ask me, ask me, ask me
Ask me, ask me, ask me

Because if it's not Love
Then it's the bomb, the bomb, the bomb,
the bomb, the bomb, the bomb, the bomb
That will bring us together"
-Ask

it's after 3 am...

So i was just catching up with the hills and the city. On the city I heard this song i really liked so i looked her up and started listening to a bunch of her songs. mozella is ammmmmazing, I've found a new music love.

Merry Christmas!!!!...eve

Today is Christmas Eve, I love it. We're going to my aunts house this afternoon, we're gonna eat dinner, and then go to church tonight, and then walk around this one neighborhood where all of the houses decorate. It's what we do every year, gotta love traditions. Last night we went over to my cousins and made a gingerbread tree...we usually make a house, but my aunt couldn't find one. Usually we make a house, and me and my cousin emily make a normal nice loking side of the house and my little brother michael and cousin ashley always make a weird side of the house. It's always fun, I don't care how old i am.

I love this season, i love my weird crazy funny cousins, i love my family, and thanks for being born Jesus you are awesome beyond words (ok enough sap)

I got this song free from itunes, I absolutely love a fine frenzy, and i am obsessed right now.


"Dismiss the urge to reminisce
To miss your stupid kiss
The shot at happiness
It never did exist
And I don't care if it did"

It's Christmas break!!!!!

It's finally Christmas break! I'm so excited that I'm finished with all my papers and tests. Yesssss! me gusta vacation time muchomcuho!

FINALSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

i'm going crazy

I think I'd be good for you....

I'm a lot like you so please
Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you
And you'd be good for me

How stupid is it? I can't talk about it
I gotta sing about it and make a record of my heart
How stupid is it? Won't you give me a minute
Just come up to me and say hello to my heart
How stupid is it?
For all I know you want me too
And maybe you just don't know what to do
Or maybe you're scared to say: "I'm falling for you"

I wish I could get my head out of the sand
'Cause I think we'd make a good team
And you would keep my fingernails clean
But that's just a stupid dream that I won't realize
'Cause I can't even look in your eyes
Without shakin', and I ain't fakin'
I'll bring home the turkey if you bring home the bacon.

I'm a lot like you so please
Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you
And you'd be good for me
-El Scorcho- Weezer

It's beginning to look a lot like....

So the Christmas season is finally here! This is my favorite time of year, the holidays are just such a happy time. My mom is a big kid, so she's always made the Christmas season fun. in my family we have some....interesting traditions. but would i trade the bone and the old show gag gifts, and a birthday party (cake included) for Jesus for something else? nope.


My top 10 favorite Christmas movie list:

1. The Holiday- it's not just my favorite Christmas movie, but one of my favorite movies of all time.

2. Love Actually- another favorite holiday/one of my favorite movies in general.

3. White Christmas- I've grown up watching this, it was always one of my favorites. I remember making snikerdoodles with my mom and watching it. I love the music in it.

4. Elf- This movie is hilarious, I also love Zooey Deschanel's voice.

5. A Very Brady Christmas- I don't know why, but I always enjoy this movie, it definitely makes me laugh in a corny/cheesy kind of way.

6. Jack Frost- This movie always makes me cry in the end. I also love the song that they sing, (Everytime We Say Goodbye).

7. Christmas in Connecticut- Me and my mom always watch old movies, this is one of my favorites, its so funny and has a good ending.

8. Miracle on 34th Street- I like both versions, but I think I like the old version the best, Natalie Wood was such a good actrees. Child actors back in the day were actually talented.

9. It's a Wonderful Life- No christmas movie list would be complete without it.

10. Frosty the Snowman/ Roudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer- I know they're two different movies but there both short, I used to love watching these movies as a kid.

My Top Ten Favorite Christmas Songs:

1. All I Wat For Christmas is You- Mariah Carey (I also really like the Version by Olivia Olsen in Love Actually)

2. Last Christmas- Wham (and the Taylor Swift and Jimmy Eat World versions)

3. Baby It's Cold Outside- Zooey Daschnel

4. Christmas (Baby Please Come Home)- Death Cab for Cutie (and the Mariah Carey Version)

5. Santa Baby- Eartha Kitt ( and the Taylor Swift and Madonna versions)

6. Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas- Judy Garland (and the Coldplay, and Pretenders versions)

7. Happy X-Mas (War is Over)- John Lennon (and the Maroon 5 version)

8. Carol of the Bells- Trans Siberian Orcrastra (and the Destiney's Child version)

9. Miss You Most (At Christmas Time)- Mariah Carey

10. I'll Be Home For Christmas- Bing Crosby & Frank Sinatra

Top Ten Lost Love/What Could Have Been Songs

1. Call It Off- Tegan & Sara
"Maybe I would have been
Something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I'd be good at
But now we'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case
I'll go there
Everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There's a chance
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do"

2. Almost Lover- A Fine Frenzy
"Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do"

3. Again I Go Unnoticed- Dashboard Confessional
"Close lipped
another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion,
your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty."

4. Don't Speak- No Doubt
"You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know "

5. Accidental Babies- Damien Rice
"Well I know I make you cry
And I know sometimes you wanna die
But do you really feel alive without me?
If so, be free
If not, leave him for me
Before one of us has accidental babies
For we are in love"

6. Treasure- The Cure
"She whispers
"please remember me
When I am gone from here"
She whispers
"please remember me
But not with tears...
Remember I was always true
Remember that I always tried
Remember I loved only you
Remember me and smile...
For it's better to forget
Than to remember me
And cry""

7. While I'm Still Young- Azure Ray
"With the brushing of our shoulders
I lived a life with you
We had a son or daughter who had my eyes
And your laughter echoed after you
All of this in a brief stare
A feleeting glimpse of happiness shared
That made our bodies burn and shiver
As we passed each other unaware
I am not to think of your face, of your name
For when i do, you are there
Lying next to another
I can only wonder
Lesse mon cour vous abondonne
Depuis je suis encore jeune"

8. One More Night- Stars
"One more night, that was a good one
One more night, i dreamed it was a good one
One more, one more night, that was a good one
One more night, the end should be a good one
A good one"

9. Set Me Free- The Lovemakers
"When you were my boyfriend
I gave you my heart and my body that's for sure
Now that you have a girlfriend
I don't think that I want you around here anymore
When you were my boyfriend
I gave you my heart and my body that's for sure
Now that you have a girlfriend
I don't think that I can take it anymore"

10. For Reasons Unknown- The Killers
"I said my heart, it don’t beat, it don’t beat the way it used to and my eyes don’t recognize you no more.
And my lips, they don’t kiss, they don’t kiss the way they used to, and my eyes don’t recognize you no more."