I've been listening to the smiths a lot lately, they remind me of good memories from high school.
"And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well the pleasure, the privilege is mine"
-There is a Light That Never Goes Out
"Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore"
-Asleep
"I would go out tonight
But I haven't got a stitch to wear
This man said "It's gruesome that someone so handsome should care"
-This Charming Man
"Good times for a change
See, the luck I've had
Can make a good man
Turn bad
So please please please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want
This time
Haven't had a dream in a long time
See, the life I've had
Can make a good man bad
So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows, it would be the first time
Lord knows, it would be the first time"
-Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want
"Shyness is nice and
Shyness can stop you
From doing all the things in life
You'd like to
So, if there's something you'd like to try
If there's something you'd like to try
Ask me I wont say no, how could I?
Coyness is nice, and
Coyness can stop you
From saying all the things in
Life you'd like to
So, if there's something you'd like to try
If there's something you'd like to try
Ask me I wont say no, how could I?
Spending warm Summer days indoors
Writing frightening verse
To a buck-toothed girl in Luxembourg
Ask me, ask me, ask me
Ask me, ask me, ask me
Because if it's not Love
Then it's the bomb, the bomb, the bomb,
the bomb, the bomb, the bomb, the bomb
That will bring us together"
-Ask
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
it's after 3 am...
So i was just catching up with the hills and the city. On the city I heard this song i really liked so i looked her up and started listening to a bunch of her songs. mozella is ammmmmazing, I've found a new music love.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Merry Christmas!!!!...eve
Today is Christmas Eve, I love it. We're going to my aunts house this afternoon, we're gonna eat dinner, and then go to church tonight, and then walk around this one neighborhood where all of the houses decorate. It's what we do every year, gotta love traditions. Last night we went over to my cousins and made a gingerbread tree...we usually make a house, but my aunt couldn't find one. Usually we make a house, and me and my cousin emily make a normal nice loking side of the house and my little brother michael and cousin ashley always make a weird side of the house. It's always fun, I don't care how old i am.
I love this season, i love my weird crazy funny cousins, i love my family, and thanks for being born Jesus you are awesome beyond words (ok enough sap)
I got this song free from itunes, I absolutely love a fine frenzy, and i am obsessed right now.
"Dismiss the urge to reminisce
To miss your stupid kiss
The shot at happiness
It never did exist
And I don't care if it did"
I love this season, i love my weird crazy funny cousins, i love my family, and thanks for being born Jesus you are awesome beyond words (ok enough sap)
I got this song free from itunes, I absolutely love a fine frenzy, and i am obsessed right now.
"Dismiss the urge to reminisce
To miss your stupid kiss
The shot at happiness
It never did exist
And I don't care if it did"
Friday, December 18, 2009
It's Christmas break!!!!!
It's finally Christmas break! I'm so excited that I'm finished with all my papers and tests. Yesssss! me gusta vacation time muchomcuho!
Monday, December 14, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
I think I'd be good for you....
I'm a lot like you so please
Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you
And you'd be good for me
How stupid is it? I can't talk about it
I gotta sing about it and make a record of my heart
How stupid is it? Won't you give me a minute
Just come up to me and say hello to my heart
How stupid is it?
For all I know you want me too
And maybe you just don't know what to do
Or maybe you're scared to say: "I'm falling for you"
I wish I could get my head out of the sand
'Cause I think we'd make a good team
And you would keep my fingernails clean
But that's just a stupid dream that I won't realize
'Cause I can't even look in your eyes
Without shakin', and I ain't fakin'
I'll bring home the turkey if you bring home the bacon.
I'm a lot like you so please
Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you
And you'd be good for me
-El Scorcho- Weezer
Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you
And you'd be good for me
How stupid is it? I can't talk about it
I gotta sing about it and make a record of my heart
How stupid is it? Won't you give me a minute
Just come up to me and say hello to my heart
How stupid is it?
For all I know you want me too
And maybe you just don't know what to do
Or maybe you're scared to say: "I'm falling for you"
I wish I could get my head out of the sand
'Cause I think we'd make a good team
And you would keep my fingernails clean
But that's just a stupid dream that I won't realize
'Cause I can't even look in your eyes
Without shakin', and I ain't fakin'
I'll bring home the turkey if you bring home the bacon.
I'm a lot like you so please
Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you
And you'd be good for me
-El Scorcho- Weezer
Thursday, December 3, 2009
It's beginning to look a lot like....
So the Christmas season is finally here! This is my favorite time of year, the holidays are just such a happy time. My mom is a big kid, so she's always made the Christmas season fun. in my family we have some....interesting traditions. but would i trade the bone and the old show gag gifts, and a birthday party (cake included) for Jesus for something else? nope.

My top 10 favorite Christmas movie list:
1. The Holiday- it's not just my favorite Christmas movie, but one of my favorite movies of all time.
2. Love Actually- another favorite holiday/one of my favorite movies in general.
3. White Christmas- I've grown up watching this, it was always one of my favorites. I remember making snikerdoodles with my mom and watching it. I love the music in it.
4. Elf- This movie is hilarious, I also love Zooey Deschanel's voice.
5. A Very Brady Christmas- I don't know why, but I always enjoy this movie, it definitely makes me laugh in a corny/cheesy kind of way.
6. Jack Frost- This movie always makes me cry in the end. I also love the song that they sing, (Everytime We Say Goodbye).
7. Christmas in Connecticut- Me and my mom always watch old movies, this is one of my favorites, its so funny and has a good ending.
8. Miracle on 34th Street- I like both versions, but I think I like the old version the best, Natalie Wood was such a good actrees. Child actors back in the day were actually talented.
9. It's a Wonderful Life- No christmas movie list would be complete without it.
10. Frosty the Snowman/ Roudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer- I know they're two different movies but there both short, I used to love watching these movies as a kid.
My Top Ten Favorite Christmas Songs:
1. All I Wat For Christmas is You- Mariah Carey (I also really like the Version by Olivia Olsen in Love Actually)
2. Last Christmas- Wham (and the Taylor Swift and Jimmy Eat World versions)
3. Baby It's Cold Outside- Zooey Daschnel
4. Christmas (Baby Please Come Home)- Death Cab for Cutie (and the Mariah Carey Version)
5. Santa Baby- Eartha Kitt ( and the Taylor Swift and Madonna versions)
6. Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas- Judy Garland (and the Coldplay, and Pretenders versions)
7. Happy X-Mas (War is Over)- John Lennon (and the Maroon 5 version)
8. Carol of the Bells- Trans Siberian Orcrastra (and the Destiney's Child version)
9. Miss You Most (At Christmas Time)- Mariah Carey
10. I'll Be Home For Christmas- Bing Crosby & Frank Sinatra

My top 10 favorite Christmas movie list:1. The Holiday- it's not just my favorite Christmas movie, but one of my favorite movies of all time.
2. Love Actually- another favorite holiday/one of my favorite movies in general.
3. White Christmas- I've grown up watching this, it was always one of my favorites. I remember making snikerdoodles with my mom and watching it. I love the music in it.
4. Elf- This movie is hilarious, I also love Zooey Deschanel's voice.
5. A Very Brady Christmas- I don't know why, but I always enjoy this movie, it definitely makes me laugh in a corny/cheesy kind of way.
6. Jack Frost- This movie always makes me cry in the end. I also love the song that they sing, (Everytime We Say Goodbye).
7. Christmas in Connecticut- Me and my mom always watch old movies, this is one of my favorites, its so funny and has a good ending.
8. Miracle on 34th Street- I like both versions, but I think I like the old version the best, Natalie Wood was such a good actrees. Child actors back in the day were actually talented.
9. It's a Wonderful Life- No christmas movie list would be complete without it.
10. Frosty the Snowman/ Roudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer- I know they're two different movies but there both short, I used to love watching these movies as a kid.
My Top Ten Favorite Christmas Songs:
1. All I Wat For Christmas is You- Mariah Carey (I also really like the Version by Olivia Olsen in Love Actually)
2. Last Christmas- Wham (and the Taylor Swift and Jimmy Eat World versions)
3. Baby It's Cold Outside- Zooey Daschnel
4. Christmas (Baby Please Come Home)- Death Cab for Cutie (and the Mariah Carey Version)
5. Santa Baby- Eartha Kitt ( and the Taylor Swift and Madonna versions)
6. Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas- Judy Garland (and the Coldplay, and Pretenders versions)
7. Happy X-Mas (War is Over)- John Lennon (and the Maroon 5 version)
8. Carol of the Bells- Trans Siberian Orcrastra (and the Destiney's Child version)
9. Miss You Most (At Christmas Time)- Mariah Carey
10. I'll Be Home For Christmas- Bing Crosby & Frank Sinatra
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Top Ten Lost Love/What Could Have Been Songs
1. Call It Off- Tegan & Sara
"Maybe I would have been
Something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I'd be good at
But now we'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case
I'll go there
Everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There's a chance
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do"
2. Almost Lover- A Fine Frenzy
"Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do"
3. Again I Go Unnoticed- Dashboard Confessional
"Close lipped
another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion,
your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty."
4. Don't Speak- No Doubt
"You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know "
5. Accidental Babies- Damien Rice
"Well I know I make you cry
And I know sometimes you wanna die
But do you really feel alive without me?
If so, be free
If not, leave him for me
Before one of us has accidental babies
For we are in love"
6. Treasure- The Cure
"She whispers
"please remember me
When I am gone from here"
She whispers
"please remember me
But not with tears...
Remember I was always true
Remember that I always tried
Remember I loved only you
Remember me and smile...
For it's better to forget
Than to remember me
And cry""
7. While I'm Still Young- Azure Ray
"With the brushing of our shoulders
I lived a life with you
We had a son or daughter who had my eyes
And your laughter echoed after you
All of this in a brief stare
A feleeting glimpse of happiness shared
That made our bodies burn and shiver
As we passed each other unaware
I am not to think of your face, of your name
For when i do, you are there
Lying next to another
I can only wonder
Lesse mon cour vous abondonne
Depuis je suis encore jeune"
8. One More Night- Stars
"One more night, that was a good one
One more night, i dreamed it was a good one
One more, one more night, that was a good one
One more night, the end should be a good one
A good one"
9. Set Me Free- The Lovemakers
"When you were my boyfriend
I gave you my heart and my body that's for sure
Now that you have a girlfriend
I don't think that I want you around here anymore
When you were my boyfriend
I gave you my heart and my body that's for sure
Now that you have a girlfriend
I don't think that I can take it anymore"
10. For Reasons Unknown- The Killers
"I said my heart, it don’t beat, it don’t beat the way it used to and my eyes don’t recognize you no more.
And my lips, they don’t kiss, they don’t kiss the way they used to, and my eyes don’t recognize you no more."
"Maybe I would have been
Something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I'd be good at
But now we'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case
I'll go there
Everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There's a chance
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do"
2. Almost Lover- A Fine Frenzy
"Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do"
3. Again I Go Unnoticed- Dashboard Confessional
"Close lipped
another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion,
your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty."
4. Don't Speak- No Doubt
"You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know "
5. Accidental Babies- Damien Rice
"Well I know I make you cry
And I know sometimes you wanna die
But do you really feel alive without me?
If so, be free
If not, leave him for me
Before one of us has accidental babies
For we are in love"
6. Treasure- The Cure
"She whispers
"please remember me
When I am gone from here"
She whispers
"please remember me
But not with tears...
Remember I was always true
Remember that I always tried
Remember I loved only you
Remember me and smile...
For it's better to forget
Than to remember me
And cry""
7. While I'm Still Young- Azure Ray
"With the brushing of our shoulders
I lived a life with you
We had a son or daughter who had my eyes
And your laughter echoed after you
All of this in a brief stare
A feleeting glimpse of happiness shared
That made our bodies burn and shiver
As we passed each other unaware
I am not to think of your face, of your name
For when i do, you are there
Lying next to another
I can only wonder
Lesse mon cour vous abondonne
Depuis je suis encore jeune"
8. One More Night- Stars
"One more night, that was a good one
One more night, i dreamed it was a good one
One more, one more night, that was a good one
One more night, the end should be a good one
A good one"
9. Set Me Free- The Lovemakers
"When you were my boyfriend
I gave you my heart and my body that's for sure
Now that you have a girlfriend
I don't think that I want you around here anymore
When you were my boyfriend
I gave you my heart and my body that's for sure
Now that you have a girlfriend
I don't think that I can take it anymore"
10. For Reasons Unknown- The Killers
"I said my heart, it don’t beat, it don’t beat the way it used to and my eyes don’t recognize you no more.
And my lips, they don’t kiss, they don’t kiss the way they used to, and my eyes don’t recognize you no more."
Monday, November 30, 2009
Autumn
fall is so gorgeous. one of my favorite things is driving (or i guess when i was younger being driven) down streets with trees lining the sidewalks covered in all different kinds of colors. perfection. and this is just california, i would love to experience autumn on the east coast, when it comes to summer california can't be touched but the eat coast really goes all out for fall time...or so i've heard.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Top Ten TV shows
so i'm bored and hard core procrastinating, so i'm gonna list and talk about my favorite tv shows. It's impossible to name them all, but these are the most important ones to me.
1. The Office
This show is hilarious, it always makes me laugh, It's one of the shows I can watch over and over again and never get sick of. If I can marry a guy like Jim, that would be the dream.
2. How I Met Your Mother
I love all of the characters and If I could pick any tv show that I would want my life to be like it would be this one. All I want is to be in a career that i am comfortable in, and have a close group a friend that I love, and a regular hang out place. I may to go on adventures, but a nice routine is what I ideally want.
3. Grey's Anatomy
I've stuck through this show through its ups and downs. I continue to watch this show even though I hate hate hate blood and all that gross stuff.
4. Seinfeld
Practically every situation in life can be related to a Seinfeld episode. Genius.
5. Arrested Development
This show was cancelled after only 2 1/2 seasons, and it was a big mistake. This show was hilarious, and it was too late when people started to appreciate it (including myself). It's so funny.
6. Alias
I'm not really into action shows, but I loved Alias. I know its like my mom says, just a bunch of impossible situations that are solved at the very beginning of the next episode. But I love watching shows/movies where people get out of impossible situations.
7. Friends
Another one of those shows I can watch over and over. It had a good ten years, and I love just relaxing and watching friends its such a timeless show. Everyone wants a groups of friends like Friends...
8. Freaks and Geeks
This was another show that was cancelled before it should have been. It was a show that was before its time.
9. Curb Your Enthusiasm
Larry David is a comic genius....enough said.
10. Gilmore Girls
I loved the banter between Loralie and Rory. However this was a show where I absolutely hated the season finale. Jess was and is one of the hottest guys.
Other shows that I love: Gossip Girl, The Big Bang Theory, 30 Rock, Community, Modern Family, Life As We Know It, Everwood, Undeclared, Full House (favorite show as a kid), Fresh Prince of Bel Air, Family Matter, The Cosby Show, 7th Heaven (another show I like as a kid), I also love Vh1 and Mtv reality shows.
1. The Office
This show is hilarious, it always makes me laugh, It's one of the shows I can watch over and over again and never get sick of. If I can marry a guy like Jim, that would be the dream.
2. How I Met Your Mother
I love all of the characters and If I could pick any tv show that I would want my life to be like it would be this one. All I want is to be in a career that i am comfortable in, and have a close group a friend that I love, and a regular hang out place. I may to go on adventures, but a nice routine is what I ideally want.
3. Grey's Anatomy
I've stuck through this show through its ups and downs. I continue to watch this show even though I hate hate hate blood and all that gross stuff.
4. Seinfeld
Practically every situation in life can be related to a Seinfeld episode. Genius.
5. Arrested Development
This show was cancelled after only 2 1/2 seasons, and it was a big mistake. This show was hilarious, and it was too late when people started to appreciate it (including myself). It's so funny.
6. Alias
I'm not really into action shows, but I loved Alias. I know its like my mom says, just a bunch of impossible situations that are solved at the very beginning of the next episode. But I love watching shows/movies where people get out of impossible situations.
7. Friends
Another one of those shows I can watch over and over. It had a good ten years, and I love just relaxing and watching friends its such a timeless show. Everyone wants a groups of friends like Friends...
8. Freaks and Geeks
This was another show that was cancelled before it should have been. It was a show that was before its time.
9. Curb Your Enthusiasm
Larry David is a comic genius....enough said.
10. Gilmore Girls
I loved the banter between Loralie and Rory. However this was a show where I absolutely hated the season finale. Jess was and is one of the hottest guys.
Other shows that I love: Gossip Girl, The Big Bang Theory, 30 Rock, Community, Modern Family, Life As We Know It, Everwood, Undeclared, Full House (favorite show as a kid), Fresh Prince of Bel Air, Family Matter, The Cosby Show, 7th Heaven (another show I like as a kid), I also love Vh1 and Mtv reality shows.
Thanksgiving Break...
Monday, November 23, 2009
birthday!!!!!
You say it's your birthday
It's my birthday too, yeah
They say it's your birthday
We're gonna have a good time
I'm glad it's your birthday
Happy birthday to you.
Yes we're going to a party party
Yes we're going to a party party
Yes we're going to a party party
I would like you to dance (Birthday)
Take a cha-cha-cha-chance (Birthday)
I would like you to dance (Birthday)
Dance
I would like you to dance (Birthday)
Take a cha-cha-cha-chance (Birthday)
I would like you to dance (Birthday)
Dance
You say it's your birthday
Well it's my birthday too, yeah
You say it's your birthday
We're gonna have a good time
I'm glad it's your birthday
Happy birthday to you.
It's my birthday too, yeah
They say it's your birthday
We're gonna have a good time
I'm glad it's your birthday
Happy birthday to you.
Yes we're going to a party party
Yes we're going to a party party
Yes we're going to a party party
I would like you to dance (Birthday)
Take a cha-cha-cha-chance (Birthday)
I would like you to dance (Birthday)
Dance
I would like you to dance (Birthday)
Take a cha-cha-cha-chance (Birthday)
I would like you to dance (Birthday)
Dance
You say it's your birthday
Well it's my birthday too, yeah
You say it's your birthday
We're gonna have a good time
I'm glad it's your birthday
Happy birthday to you.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
battle studies
so i've been listening to john mayers new cd battle studies all weekend. it is so good. I really love the songs friends, lovers, or nothing, and all we ever do is say goodbye. but there are some other good ones too.
Now that we are over
As the loving kind
We'll be dreaming ways
To keep the good alive
Only when we want is not
A compromise
Ill be pouring tears
Into your drying eyes
Friends, lovers, or nothing
There can only be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
We'll never be the inbetween
So give it up
-Friends, Lovers or Nothing
I love you more than songs can say
But I can't keep running after yesterday
-All We Ever Do Is Say Goodbye
Now that we are over
As the loving kind
We'll be dreaming ways
To keep the good alive
Only when we want is not
A compromise
Ill be pouring tears
Into your drying eyes
Friends, lovers, or nothing
There can only be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
We'll never be the inbetween
So give it up
-Friends, Lovers or Nothing
I love you more than songs can say
But I can't keep running after yesterday
-All We Ever Do Is Say Goodbye
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
behind in my entertainmen world..
there is so much new music i want to listen to (mainly tegan and sara's and john mayer's new cds). i'm also way behind on my tv shows...about 3 weeks behind. i really hope that my new laptop charger comes today so that i can start catching up.
tonight is dollar bowling night, which means dollar games, shoes, beers, hot dogs, and popcorn. its a new thing at the bowling alley near us so the crowds are supposed to be small. yay, it should be fun.
on friday i'm having my birthday dinner at shoguns, and then were bar hopping in pasadena. i'm excited i love my birthday.
also although new crushes suck, they are also fun.
"My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer."
Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional
tonight is dollar bowling night, which means dollar games, shoes, beers, hot dogs, and popcorn. its a new thing at the bowling alley near us so the crowds are supposed to be small. yay, it should be fun.
on friday i'm having my birthday dinner at shoguns, and then were bar hopping in pasadena. i'm excited i love my birthday.
also although new crushes suck, they are also fun.
"My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer."
Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
dream car
My dream car is a 1965 Mercury Comet Caliente Convertible. It's so pretty. I just love old cars. i mean like i know absolutely NOTHING about cars so it would probably be a terrible idea for me to drive an old car with there tendencies to break down at the most inconvenient times (but really when is there ever a convenient time for a car to break down?)
but i don't care cuz it's sooooo preeettyyyyyfulll
but i don't care cuz it's sooooo preeettyyyyyfulll
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
baby makin music...
top ten "let's get it on" songs...
1. Hallelujah- Jeff Buckley (originally by Leonard Cohen)
"but remember when i moved in you
and the holy dove was moving too
and every breath we drew was hallelujah "
2. Secret- Maroon 5
"I know I don't know you
But I want you so bad
Everyone has a secret
But can they keep it
Oh no they can't"
3. Lay Lady Lay- Magnet (originally Bob Dylan)
"Lay, lady, lay, lay across my big brass bed
Stay, lady, stay, stay while the night is still ahead
I long to see you in the morning light
I long to reach for you in the night
Stay, lady, stay, stay while the night is still ahead"
4. I'll Make Love to You- Boyz II Men
"I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
Till you tell me to "
5. Hold You in My Arms- Ray LaMontagne
"I could hold you in my arms
I could hold on forever"
6. Unchained Melody- Righteous Brothers
"Oh, my love
my darling
I've hungered for your touch
a long lonely time
and time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much
are you still mine?
I need your love
I need your love
Godspeed your love to me"
7. Must Be Doing Something Right- Billy Currington
"Must be doin' something right
I just heard you sigh
You leaned into my kiss
And closed those deep blue need you eyes
Don't know what I did
To earn a love like this, but baby, I
Must be doin' something right"
8. Nobody- Keith Sweat
"And who can love you like me (nobody)
Who can sex you like me (nobody)
Who can treat you like me now, baby (nobody)
Nobody, baby (nobody)
And who can do it like me (nobody)
And who can give you what you need (nobody)
Who can do you all night long (nobody)
Nobody, baby (nobody) "
9. What If You- Joshua Radin
"But for tonight
I'll stay here with you
Yes, for tonight
I'll lay here with you "
10. Slow Dancing in a Burning Room- John Mayer
"My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room"
1. Hallelujah- Jeff Buckley (originally by Leonard Cohen)
"but remember when i moved in you
and the holy dove was moving too
and every breath we drew was hallelujah "
2. Secret- Maroon 5
"I know I don't know you
But I want you so bad
Everyone has a secret
But can they keep it
Oh no they can't"
3. Lay Lady Lay- Magnet (originally Bob Dylan)
"Lay, lady, lay, lay across my big brass bed
Stay, lady, stay, stay while the night is still ahead
I long to see you in the morning light
I long to reach for you in the night
Stay, lady, stay, stay while the night is still ahead"
4. I'll Make Love to You- Boyz II Men
"I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
Till you tell me to "
5. Hold You in My Arms- Ray LaMontagne
"I could hold you in my arms
I could hold on forever"
6. Unchained Melody- Righteous Brothers
"Oh, my love
my darling
I've hungered for your touch
a long lonely time
and time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much
are you still mine?
I need your love
I need your love
Godspeed your love to me"
7. Must Be Doing Something Right- Billy Currington
"Must be doin' something right
I just heard you sigh
You leaned into my kiss
And closed those deep blue need you eyes
Don't know what I did
To earn a love like this, but baby, I
Must be doin' something right"
8. Nobody- Keith Sweat
"And who can love you like me (nobody)
Who can sex you like me (nobody)
Who can treat you like me now, baby (nobody)
Nobody, baby (nobody)
And who can do it like me (nobody)
And who can give you what you need (nobody)
Who can do you all night long (nobody)
Nobody, baby (nobody) "
9. What If You- Joshua Radin
"But for tonight
I'll stay here with you
Yes, for tonight
I'll lay here with you "
10. Slow Dancing in a Burning Room- John Mayer
"My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room"
Monday, November 9, 2009
TPA's are lameee
Could it be true? Am I really done with TPA 1? really truely seriously? I really thought that it was going to take a lot longer than it actually did...I really hope that I did it right. But yes I don't have another 'big' thing due for school for a couple of weeks. I can can breathe for a little bit...but only a little bit because I seriously have like 5 or 6 reaserch papers due in these next few weeks of the semester, and I should really start working on them soon. But for now...i'm going to take a way to brief mental vacation...
yessssss
On another note I really want a puppy...an english bulldog to be exact.
sooo cute I love it.
yessssss
On another note I really want a puppy...an english bulldog to be exact.
sooo cute I love it.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Midnight Train
tomorrow i'm taking the midnight train...to fresno. i'm going home for some friends wedding, it;s so weird i've known them since high school. i can't believe that that i'm already at the age where my friends are getting married, and having kids. it's so strange. i think a part of me will be 16 forever. anyways i'm happy for them, i knew they would get together, but i could have never imagined they would have got married. i'm turning 22 very soon, i am straight up in my 20's.
"Just a small town girl, livin in a lonely world
She took the midnight train goin anywhere"
-Don't Stop Believing, Journey
This will be my view from the train, sometimes the central valley has it's moments...sometimes.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
I'm avoiding writing my paper right now well....because that's what I do best, avoid. This halloween was alright, i've had better, but I really liked my costume, mafia princess bitches, the only thing missing was a gun because I didn't have time to find/get one. All I really want to do is marry into the Italian Mafia, and get a cool last name. I've always wanted to be apart of the mafia, weird but its a fantasy (that I wish would become a reality).
20 days until my birthday!, birthdays aren't exciting anymore once you've already turned 21.
After I get caught up with homework (yeah right) I need to get caught up with my tv shows.
Mafia Princess, Mrs. Officer, Lady Gaga
20 days until my birthday!, birthdays aren't exciting anymore once you've already turned 21.
After I get caught up with homework (yeah right) I need to get caught up with my tv shows.
Mafia Princess, Mrs. Officer, Lady Gaga
Friday, October 30, 2009
it's friday
so i have a book review due monday, and a big paper due thursday, and i'm taking the cset on saturday, and my TPA is due next tuesday...AHHHHHHHH
the end of this semester will be nice, but i also don't want it to be over because that just means i'm closer to graduation, and closer to having to start my life.
I love James Franco
the end of this semester will be nice, but i also don't want it to be over because that just means i'm closer to graduation, and closer to having to start my life.
I love James Franco
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
So it's really hard to narrow down my favorite love songs, so I had to choose 15 of my favorite ones instead of ten. So this is a slightly altered top ten list.
1. At Last- Etta James
"At last my love has come along
My lonely days are over
And life is like a song
Ohh yeah yeah
At last
the skies above are blue
My heart was wrapped up in clover
The night I looked at you
I found a dream, that I could speak to
A dream that I can call my own
I found a thrill to press my cheek to
A thrill that I have never known
Ohh yeah yeah…
You smile, you smile
oh And then the spell was cast
And here we are in heaven
for you are mine....
At Last"
2. Halo- Beyonce
"Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light"
3. Michelle- The Beatles
"I love you, I love you, I love you.
That's all I want to say.
Until I find a way
I will say the only words I know that
You'll understand."
4. I'm Yours- Jason Mraz
"But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours"
5. All My Life- K-C & Jojo
"All My Life
I prayed for someone like you
and I thank God
That I..that I finally found you
All My Life
I prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too"
6. You Are the Best Thing- Ray Lamontagne
"And Baby, the way you move me its crazy.
it’s like, you see right through me, you make it easier,
You please me and you don’t even have to try.
oh because,
you are the best thing
you are the best thing
you are the best thing
ever happened to me"
7. Unchained Melody- Righteous Brothers
" Oh, my love
my darling
I've hungered for your touch
a long lonely time
and time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much
are you still mine?
I need your love
I need your love
Godspeed your love to me"
8. The Luckiest- Ben Folds
"And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday and I know
That I am the luckiest"
9. My Love is Your Love- Whitney Houston
"Cause your love is my love
And my love is your love
It would take an eternity to break us
And the chains of Amistad couldn't hold us"
10. Mary's Song (Oh My My My)- Taylor Swift
"Take me back to the time when we walked down the aisle
Our whole town came and our mamas cried
You said I do and I did too
Take me home where we met so many years before
We'll rock our babies on that very front porch
After all this time, you and I"
11. First Day of My Life- Bright Eyes
"Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”"
12. With You- The Subways
"Cause when I'm with you
It seems so easy
It seems so easy
My best days are with you
They are so easy
They are so easy"
13. Good Morning- John Legend
"Good morning,
Good morning love,
It's my favorite love song,
I waited all night long,
For morning,
Good morning love
Before we start the day dear,
Im whispering in your ear,
Good morning."
14. Wonderwall- Oasis
"I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now...
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall "
15. God Only Knows- The Beach Boys
"God only knows what I'd be without you"
1. At Last- Etta James
"At last my love has come along
My lonely days are over
And life is like a song
Ohh yeah yeah
At last
the skies above are blue
My heart was wrapped up in clover
The night I looked at you
I found a dream, that I could speak to
A dream that I can call my own
I found a thrill to press my cheek to
A thrill that I have never known
Ohh yeah yeah…
You smile, you smile
oh And then the spell was cast
And here we are in heaven
for you are mine....
At Last"
2. Halo- Beyonce
"Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light"
3. Michelle- The Beatles
"I love you, I love you, I love you.
That's all I want to say.
Until I find a way
I will say the only words I know that
You'll understand."
4. I'm Yours- Jason Mraz
"But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours"
5. All My Life- K-C & Jojo
"All My Life
I prayed for someone like you
and I thank God
That I..that I finally found you
All My Life
I prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too"
6. You Are the Best Thing- Ray Lamontagne
"And Baby, the way you move me its crazy.
it’s like, you see right through me, you make it easier,
You please me and you don’t even have to try.
oh because,
you are the best thing
you are the best thing
you are the best thing
ever happened to me"
7. Unchained Melody- Righteous Brothers
" Oh, my love
my darling
I've hungered for your touch
a long lonely time
and time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much
are you still mine?
I need your love
I need your love
Godspeed your love to me"
8. The Luckiest- Ben Folds
"And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday and I know
That I am the luckiest"
9. My Love is Your Love- Whitney Houston
"Cause your love is my love
And my love is your love
It would take an eternity to break us
And the chains of Amistad couldn't hold us"
10. Mary's Song (Oh My My My)- Taylor Swift
"Take me back to the time when we walked down the aisle
Our whole town came and our mamas cried
You said I do and I did too
Take me home where we met so many years before
We'll rock our babies on that very front porch
After all this time, you and I"
11. First Day of My Life- Bright Eyes
"Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”"
12. With You- The Subways
"Cause when I'm with you
It seems so easy
It seems so easy
My best days are with you
They are so easy
They are so easy"
13. Good Morning- John Legend
"Good morning,
Good morning love,
It's my favorite love song,
I waited all night long,
For morning,
Good morning love
Before we start the day dear,
Im whispering in your ear,
Good morning."
14. Wonderwall- Oasis
"I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now...
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall "
15. God Only Knows- The Beach Boys
"God only knows what I'd be without you"
Sunday, October 25, 2009
I used to take piano lessons in high school, I wish I never stopped. I know I know...before you say "i told you so" i was and i still am very aware of everyone telling me "don't quit piano you'll regret it" i knew that i would regret it when i did quit...but i didn't have the time people...i had to get ready for college. the only way in which quitting the piano could have been avoided is if a. i was marry a rich dude, b. i magically was a millionaire. but neither of these things happened before my senior year of high school so the piano was quit.
Anyways.....
On another note, i love this song, i love this video...and i lovelovelove michael ealy
Anyways.....
On another note, i love this song, i love this video...and i lovelovelove michael ealy
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Regina
"This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath"
-Regina Spektor "On the Radio"
I need to catch up on my schoolwork....getting too far behind.
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath"
-Regina Spektor "On the Radio"
I need to catch up on my schoolwork....getting too far behind.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Persons, Places, Things...minus the first and last...
It's finally the weekend. I'm going to San Diego, I can't wait, I love it there. I'm so glad that I live in California, I'm just a few hours away all these beautiful places. My dream is to be able to live on the central coast in a small beach town. All I want is a cute little beach house, where I can wake up and fall asleep to beautiful sunsets, and the sound of crashing waves. There may be other places in the world that I would love to visit, but I'll always come back to California.
My favorite places in California....
San Diego

San Francisco

Disneyland

Monteray Bay

Orange County (New Port Beach, Laguna Beach, and Huntington Beach)

My favorite places in California....
San Diego

San Francisco
Disneyland

Monteray Bay

Orange County (New Port Beach, Laguna Beach, and Huntington Beach)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Office Lovin'
So i've watched this weeks episode of the office like three times already. It was so good/hilarious/cute. I actually teared up (ok blubbered like a baby) when Jim and Pam were getting married (you would have too if you had waited like more than half a decade for this moment). And Jim was saying the cutest things. Sometimes I hate tv, because I'm pretty sure guys like that don't really exist.
What i've been waiting for, for 6 years/whole life
What i've been waiting for, for 6 years/whole life
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Why am I still awake??
Soooo today i heard music from the band Noisettes. They are awesome, I love her voice.
Also got to watch half of my tv shows for the week. (mondays, and thursdays are the best nights...oh and sunday too curb). Curb Your Enthusiasm, and How I met Your Mother crack me up every time. Larry David is the king of awkward situations, and everyone needs a barney, marshall, robin, ted, and lily in their lives. Oh yeah, and thursday is gonna be awesome with Jim and Pam finally getting married. Tv is lovely.
I'm so not into school. It's so hard just to do the simplest homework assignments. I'm letting things pile up to much, I know it's gonna kick me in the ass soon, but I just can't motivate myself to actually start things.
It's scary that this is my last year. Things went by way too fast, the future is scary, and I don't want it to come. I don't know if I really want to teach. The thought of actually having to do student teaching scares the crap out of me. I would love to get a job working at a museum right after school, and actually be able to make a good living. Life is going by way to fast. I really wish I could just start my whole life over again, I miss the growing up phase of my life. This whole being an adult thing isn't all it's cracked up to be, and sucks most of the time.
"Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?"
-John Mayer Stop This Train, song of life right now
Also got to watch half of my tv shows for the week. (mondays, and thursdays are the best nights...oh and sunday too curb). Curb Your Enthusiasm, and How I met Your Mother crack me up every time. Larry David is the king of awkward situations, and everyone needs a barney, marshall, robin, ted, and lily in their lives. Oh yeah, and thursday is gonna be awesome with Jim and Pam finally getting married. Tv is lovely.
I'm so not into school. It's so hard just to do the simplest homework assignments. I'm letting things pile up to much, I know it's gonna kick me in the ass soon, but I just can't motivate myself to actually start things.
It's scary that this is my last year. Things went by way too fast, the future is scary, and I don't want it to come. I don't know if I really want to teach. The thought of actually having to do student teaching scares the crap out of me. I would love to get a job working at a museum right after school, and actually be able to make a good living. Life is going by way to fast. I really wish I could just start my whole life over again, I miss the growing up phase of my life. This whole being an adult thing isn't all it's cracked up to be, and sucks most of the time.
"Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?"
-John Mayer Stop This Train, song of life right now
Monday, October 5, 2009
Top Ten Happy Songs
So ever since I've read the book, and watched the movie, High Fidelity, I've been inspired to make top ten lists. This one is for songs that everytime I hear them makes me extremely happy. Especially when I'm driving and can blast the volume, and sing as loudly (and horribly) as I want.
1. Here Comes the Sun- The Beatles
"Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces,
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here,
Here comes the sun, Here comes the sun and I say it's all right"
2. Dancing in the Moonlight- King Harvest
"We like our fun and we never fight
You can't dance and stay uptight
It's a supernatural delight
Everybody was dancing in the moonlight"
3. Mint Car- The Cure
"The sun is up I'm so happy I could scream!
And there's nowhere else in the world I'd rather be."
4. Dancing With Myself- Billy Idol
"Oh dancing with myself
oh dancing with myself
Well there's nothing to lose
and there's nothing to prove
I'll be dancing with myself"
5. Perfect Day- Hoku
"It's the perfect day,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
I could stay, forever as I am."
6. Banana Pancakes- Jack Johnson
"Maybe we can sleep in
I'll make you banana pancakes
pretend like it's the weekend now"
7. In the Summertime- Mungo Jerry
"We're not grey people, we're not dirty, we're not mean.
We love everybody, but we do as we think.
When the weather's fine, we go fishing or go swimming in the sea.
We're always happy, life's for living, yeah, that's our philosophy."
8. Spiderwebs- No Doubt
"Sorry, I'm not home right now
I'm walking in your spiderwebs
So leave a message and i'll call you back
A likely story but leave a message
and i'll call you back."
9. Brown Eyed Girl- Van Morrison
"Do you remember when we used to sing,
Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da"
10. Are You Gonna Be My Girl?- Jet
"Well, so 1,2,3, take my hand and come with me
because you look so fine and I really wanna make you mine"
1. Here Comes the Sun- The Beatles
"Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces,
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here,
Here comes the sun, Here comes the sun and I say it's all right"
2. Dancing in the Moonlight- King Harvest
"We like our fun and we never fight
You can't dance and stay uptight
It's a supernatural delight
Everybody was dancing in the moonlight"
3. Mint Car- The Cure
"The sun is up I'm so happy I could scream!
And there's nowhere else in the world I'd rather be."
4. Dancing With Myself- Billy Idol
"Oh dancing with myself
oh dancing with myself
Well there's nothing to lose
and there's nothing to prove
I'll be dancing with myself"
5. Perfect Day- Hoku
"It's the perfect day,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
I could stay, forever as I am."
6. Banana Pancakes- Jack Johnson
"Maybe we can sleep in
I'll make you banana pancakes
pretend like it's the weekend now"
7. In the Summertime- Mungo Jerry
"We're not grey people, we're not dirty, we're not mean.
We love everybody, but we do as we think.
When the weather's fine, we go fishing or go swimming in the sea.
We're always happy, life's for living, yeah, that's our philosophy."
8. Spiderwebs- No Doubt
"Sorry, I'm not home right now
I'm walking in your spiderwebs
So leave a message and i'll call you back
A likely story but leave a message
and i'll call you back."
9. Brown Eyed Girl- Van Morrison
"Do you remember when we used to sing,
Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da"
10. Are You Gonna Be My Girl?- Jet
"Well, so 1,2,3, take my hand and come with me
because you look so fine and I really wanna make you mine"
Sunday, October 4, 2009
blogging and whatnot
So i've never done this whole blogging thing, but like whatever, why not, i'm bored.
i absolutely adore kid cudi
Pursuit of Happiness:
Crush a bit, little bit, roll it up, take a hit
Feelin’ lit feelin’ light, 2 am summer night.
I don't care, hand on the wheel, drivin drunk, I'm doin’ my thing
Rollin the Midwest side and out livin’ my life getting’ out dreams
People told me slow my road I'm screaming out fuck that
Imma do just what I want lookin’ ahead no turnin’ back
if I fall if I die know I lived it to the fullest
if I fall if I die know I lived and missed some bullets
I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain't always gonna be gold
I'll be fine once I get it, I'll be good.
Tell me what you know about dreamin’ dreamin’
you don't really know about nothin’ nothin’
tell me what you know about them night terrors every night
5 am, cold sweats wakin’ up to the skies
tell me what you know about dreams, dreams
tell me what you know about night terrors, nothin’
you don't really care about the trials of tomorrow
rather lay awake in a bed full of sorrow
I'm on the pursuit of happiness
And I know everything that shines ain't always gonna be gold, hey
I'll be fine once I get it, yeah
I'll be good
Soundtrack 2 My Life:
I got 99 problems and they all bitches
Wish I was Jigga Man, carefree living
But I'm not Sean or Martin Louie
I'm the Cleveland nigga rollin' with them Brooklyn boys
You know how hard it be when you start livin' large
I control my own life, Charles was never in charge
No sitcom could teach Scott about the dram
Or even explain the troubles that haunted my mom
On Christmas time, my mom Christmas grind
Got me most of what I wanted, how'd you do it mom, huh?
She copped the toys I would play with in my room by myself, why he by himself?
He got two older brothers, one hood, one good
An independent older sister got me fly when she could
But they all didn't see, the little bit of sadness in me, Scotty
I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life
I'm super paranoid, like a 6th sense
Since my father died, I ain't been writing since
And I tried to piece the puzzle of the universe
Split an eighth of shrooms just so I could see the universe
I tried to think about myself as a sacrifice
Just to show the kids they ain't the only ones who up at night
The moon will illuminate my room and soon I'm consumed by my doom
Once upon a time nobody gave a fuck
It's all said and done and my cock's been sucked
So now I'm in the cut, alcohol in the wound
My heart's an open sore that I hope heals soon
I live in a cocoon opposite of Cancun
Where it is never sunny, the dark side of the moon
So it's more than life, I try to shed some light on a man
Not many people of this planet understand
I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life
I'm prolly this close to go and trying some coke
And a happy ending would be slitting my throat
Ignorance to cope man
Ignorance is bliss
Ignorance is love, and I need that shit
If I never did shows, then I'd probably be a myth
If I cared about the blogs, then I'd probably be a jack-ass
Don't give a shit what people talkin' 'bout fam
Haters shake my hand but I keep the sanitizer on deck
Hope I really get to see 30
Wanna settle down, stop being so flirty
Most of the clean faces be the most dirty
I just need a thoroughbred, cook when I'm hungry
Ass all chunky, brain is insanity
Only things that calm me down, pussy and some Cali trees
And I get both, never truly satisfied
I am happy, that's just the saddest lie
I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life
...to my life... yeah uhuh yeah
i absolutely adore kid cudi
Pursuit of Happiness:
Crush a bit, little bit, roll it up, take a hit
Feelin’ lit feelin’ light, 2 am summer night.
I don't care, hand on the wheel, drivin drunk, I'm doin’ my thing
Rollin the Midwest side and out livin’ my life getting’ out dreams
People told me slow my road I'm screaming out fuck that
Imma do just what I want lookin’ ahead no turnin’ back
if I fall if I die know I lived it to the fullest
if I fall if I die know I lived and missed some bullets
I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain't always gonna be gold
I'll be fine once I get it, I'll be good.
Tell me what you know about dreamin’ dreamin’
you don't really know about nothin’ nothin’
tell me what you know about them night terrors every night
5 am, cold sweats wakin’ up to the skies
tell me what you know about dreams, dreams
tell me what you know about night terrors, nothin’
you don't really care about the trials of tomorrow
rather lay awake in a bed full of sorrow
I'm on the pursuit of happiness
And I know everything that shines ain't always gonna be gold, hey
I'll be fine once I get it, yeah
I'll be good
Soundtrack 2 My Life:
I got 99 problems and they all bitches
Wish I was Jigga Man, carefree living
But I'm not Sean or Martin Louie
I'm the Cleveland nigga rollin' with them Brooklyn boys
You know how hard it be when you start livin' large
I control my own life, Charles was never in charge
No sitcom could teach Scott about the dram
Or even explain the troubles that haunted my mom
On Christmas time, my mom Christmas grind
Got me most of what I wanted, how'd you do it mom, huh?
She copped the toys I would play with in my room by myself, why he by himself?
He got two older brothers, one hood, one good
An independent older sister got me fly when she could
But they all didn't see, the little bit of sadness in me, Scotty
I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life
I'm super paranoid, like a 6th sense
Since my father died, I ain't been writing since
And I tried to piece the puzzle of the universe
Split an eighth of shrooms just so I could see the universe
I tried to think about myself as a sacrifice
Just to show the kids they ain't the only ones who up at night
The moon will illuminate my room and soon I'm consumed by my doom
Once upon a time nobody gave a fuck
It's all said and done and my cock's been sucked
So now I'm in the cut, alcohol in the wound
My heart's an open sore that I hope heals soon
I live in a cocoon opposite of Cancun
Where it is never sunny, the dark side of the moon
So it's more than life, I try to shed some light on a man
Not many people of this planet understand
I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life
I'm prolly this close to go and trying some coke
And a happy ending would be slitting my throat
Ignorance to cope man
Ignorance is bliss
Ignorance is love, and I need that shit
If I never did shows, then I'd probably be a myth
If I cared about the blogs, then I'd probably be a jack-ass
Don't give a shit what people talkin' 'bout fam
Haters shake my hand but I keep the sanitizer on deck
Hope I really get to see 30
Wanna settle down, stop being so flirty
Most of the clean faces be the most dirty
I just need a thoroughbred, cook when I'm hungry
Ass all chunky, brain is insanity
Only things that calm me down, pussy and some Cali trees
And I get both, never truly satisfied
I am happy, that's just the saddest lie
I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life
...to my life... yeah uhuh yeah
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