december baby

christmas time is 2 legit 2 quit

"I'll be home for Christmas
You can plan on me
Please have snow and mistletoe
And presents on the tree

Christmas Eve will find me
Where the lovelight gleams
I'll be home for Christmas
If only in my dreams"

"I'll be Home for Christmas"- Bing Crosby

my birthday is in a week!! yeyeah

i was born on the exact same day as snooki...maybe i really should become a guidette.

"but it was not your fault but mine
and it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
didn't I, my dear?"

Little Lion Man- Mumford & Sons

"This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll stand forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll stand forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you"

Enchanted- Taylor Swift

"And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new"

Apologize- OneRepublic

"Come on out and dance if you get the chance,
we're gonna spit on the rivals
All I wanna know is how far you wanna go.
Fightin' for survival"

Back Down South- Kings of Leon

I've got an angel
She doesn't wear any wings
She wears a heart that can melt my own
She wears a smile that can make me wanna sing
She gives me presents
With her presence alone
She gives me everything I could wish for
She gives me kisses on the lips just for coming home

She could make angels
I've seen it with my own eyes
You gotta be careful when you've got good love
Cause the angels will just keep on multiplying

But you're so busy changing the world
Just one smile can change all of mine
We share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh"

Angel- Jack Johnson


also happy one year blog!

So after months of putting out applications, and going on interviews i've finally got another job! Thank you Jesus (seriously). Little life update, I am getting my credential, I finally got a car! I love it, and i'm living in a condo with kristin and karissa. I love the condo. Now that I finally got another job I can stop stressing so much. I still don't really know what I want to do for the rest of my life, but i am getting more excited. I also renewed my disneyland pass...so yay!

Right now my goals are to go to Europe,and move to the East Coast, preferably Boston. We'll see.

Build a wall
Build a fortress around my heart

Oh my god
oh you think I´m in control
Oh my god
oh you think it´s all for fun
Is this fun for you?

Oh My God- Ida Maria

"I am driving up 85 in the
kind of morning that lasts all afternoon
just stuck inside the gloom

Four more exits to my apartment but
I am tempted to keep the car in drive
and leave it all behind

Cause I wonder sometimes
about the outcome
of a still verdictless life"


Why Georgia- John Mayer

you say brown liquor make you sleep alright
cocaine make you grind your teeth all night

Hell's Bells- Cary Ann Hearst

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

King of Anything- Sara Bareilles

"And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

But darling, you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception"

The Only Exception- Paramore

"Your dark hair draped across my pillow
Says I finally got it right
And as I watch you dreaming, twisted in the sheets
I can't stop thinking about last night

Well I've waited so long, so long, so long
For someone like you
And as this morning breaks through the window pane
It reveals the truth"

Sunshine- Steve Azar

"I found a reason to keep singing
Oh and the reason, dear, is you"

I Found a Reason- The Velvet Underground

Good feeling,
won't you stay with me just a little longer
It always seems like your leaving
When I need you here just a little longer
Dear lady there's so many things,
that I have come to fear
Little voice says I'm going crazy,
to see all my worlds disappear

Vague sketch of a fantasy,
laughing at the sunrise
Like he's been up all night
Oh slippin' and slidin'
What a good time but now,
have to find a bed
that can take this weight

Good feeling,
won't you say stay with me just a little longer
It always seems like your leaving,
when I know the other one just a little too well
Oh dear lady,
won't you stay with me just a little longer
You know it always seems like your leaving,
when I need you here just a little longer.

Good Feeling- Violent Femmes

so i'm over fresno...haha like thats hard to do.


"I wanna leave you
don't wanna stay here
Don't wanna spend another day here
oh-woh-woh, I wanna split now
I can't quit now

You really got a hold on me
(You really got a hold on me)
You really got a hold on me
(You really got a hold on me)
Baby"

You Really Got a Hold on Me- Smokey Robinson

Oh I love oh I love oh I love
What you do to my head
When you pull me upstairs
And you push me to bed
Oh I love what you do to my head
It's a mess up there
Oh I love oh I love oh I love
What you do to my heart
When you push me back down
And then pull me apart
Oh I love what you do to my heart
It's the best oh yeah!

Oh I love oh I love oh I love
What you do to my lips
When you suck me inside
And you blow me a kiss
Oh I love what you do to my lips
It's so sweet in there
Oh I love oh I love oh I love
What you do to my hips
When you blow me outside
And then suck me like this
Oh I love what you do to my hips
It's the beat oh yeah!

You're the only one I cry for
The only one I try to please
You're the only one I sigh for
The only one I die to squeeze

And it gets better every day I play
With you
It's such a scream
Yeah it gets meta every day I say
With you
It's so extreme
Yeah it gets wetter every day I stay
With you it's like a dream

Oh I love oh I love oh I love
What you do to my skin
When you slip me on
And slide me in
Oh I love what you do to my skin
It's a blush on there
Oh I love oh I love oh I love
What you do to my bones
When you slide me off
And slip me home
Oh I love what you do to my bones
It's the crush oh yeah!

You're the only one I cry for
The only one I try to please
You're the only one I sigh for
The only one I die to squeeze

And it gets hazier every way I sway with you
It's such a scream
Yeah it gets mazier every play I say with you
It's so extreme
Yeah it gets crazier every day I stay
With you it's like a dream

Oh I love oh I love oh I love
What you do to me

The Only One- The Cure

This bipolar love affair
It just ain't where it's at for me anymore
So don't let the door hit you when you leave

You throw me in the fire just to save my life
A pretty little liar
When I call you out you'd rather put up a fight than just come clean

Get on your way to making someone else feel low
Then higher than they ever thought they could go
You already know

You Already Know- Train

graduation

i now have a piece of paper telling me i'm smart...YAY!

times they are a changin'

so i am two papers and a test away from being a college graduate. how strange....

Top Ten Graduation Songs

1. Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)- Green Day
"It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while"

1. Forever Young- Bob Dylan
"May God bless and keep you always
May your wishes all come true
May you always do for others
And let others do for you
May you build a ladder to the stars
And climb on every rung
May you stay forever young
Forever young, forever young
May you stay forever young"

3. Here's to the Night- Eve 6
"Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon"

4. In My Life- The Beatles
"here are places I remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places had their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all"

5. Landslide- Fleetwood Mac
"Well, I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older too
Oh I'm getting older too"

6. I Will Remember You- Sarah McLachlan
"I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories"

7. Graduation (Friends Forever)- Vitamin C
"As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever"

8. In This Diary- Ataris
"Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
Is just following your heart
And eventually you'll finally get it right."

9. Don't You (Forget About Me)- Simple Minds
"Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me"

10. Young Forever- Jay-Z
"So we livin life like a video
Where the sun is always out and you never get old
and the champagne is always cold
and the music is always good
and the pretty girls just happen to stop by in the hood
and they hop they pretty ass up on the hood of that pretty ass car
without a wrinkle in today
cuz there is no tomorrow
just a picture perfect day
that last a whole lifetime
and it never ends
Because all we have to do is hit rewind
so lets just stay in the moment smoke some weed drink some wine
reminisce talk some shit forever young is in your mind
leave a mark they can't erase. Neither space nor time
So when the director yells cut
I'll be fine
I'm forever young"

These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...

These Words- Natasha Bedingfield

senioritis

must.get.through.last.few.weeks.of.college.

tonight

just got back from my senior dinner...i have no clue where these four years went. i'm not gonna lie i kinda wanna be a freshmen again. i mean who doesn't want a life of freedom, fun, and basically no responsibilities (lets be real school is only a slight nuisance of the whole college experience).



"haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead
No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise"

Not Afraid- Eminem

The skies above will cry for you

Goodbye my love
as I bid farewell to thee
all is fair in love and war
so I'm going overseas


Letters From Vietnam- B.o.B

sooooo next year i guess i'll have to start being an adult and whatnot. at least i get to do it with some friends who are entertaining....

the older you become you definitely figure who is worth being friends with. basically, the more random and crazy the person is the better i say.

me gusta!...how relevant and whatnot

"Take the time to take apart
Each brick that sits outside your heart
And look around you
There's people everywhere
No they don't always show
They're just as scared"

Help Yourself- Sad Brad Smith

bucket list in the making

Go to New York
Go to Vegas and stay at the Bellagio
Go to England
Move out of Fresno
Go to Italy
Go to France
Go to Australia
Visit and/or live in Boston
Visit and/or live in North Caroline (Coast)
Find something I love and make a career out of it
Become fluent in another language
Visit the San Diego Zoo
Live in a Foreign Country
Adopt kids
Go to Law School
Meet a celebrity
Have a song written about me (best singing birthday card ever!)
Get a tattoo
Graduate from College
Get a puppy and name it ringo
Relearn the Piano
Learn how to play the guitar
Learn how to play the drums
Learn the ukelale
Go on a road trip across the country
Meet someone and elope
Fall in love
Attend the Olympics
Learn sign language
Start a scholarship foundation
Own a 1963 mercury comet caliente convertible
Become an expert at something
Live by the beach
Road Trip across the California Coast
Road Trip across the East Coast.

Feel a little lost
I feel a little blue
Wish I could dim the lights
And find my arms around you

And bury all this space
That keeps two hearts apart
For a moment well be diamonds
In the dark

Sweet Medicine- Jason Castro

i wish it was still spring break

ehh school is so lame...so is the future. i mean like would it really be so terrible if i just came across some millions and started living the high life? i don't think so anyway.


Oh Lover, hold on
'till I come back again
For these arms are growin' tired,
And my tales are wearing thin

If you're patient I will surprise,
When you wake up i'll have come

All the angerwill settle down
And we'll go do all the things we should have done

Yes I remember what we said
As we lay down to bed
I'll be here if you will only come back home

Oh lover, i'm lost
Because the road i've chosen beckens me away

Oh lover, don't you rome
Now i'm fighting words I never thought i'd say

But I remember what we said
As we lay down to bed
I'll forgive you oh
If you just come back home

Hmmm mmmm
Hmmmm mmmm

Oh lover, I'm old
You'll be out there and be thinking just of me

And I will find you down the road
And will return back home to where we're meant to be

'cause I remember what we said
As we lay down to bed
We'll be back soon as we make history

Duet- Rachael Yamagata Ft. Ray Lamontagne

Kid CuDi...

I'm love kid cudi so very much. I have this weird thing for stoner rappers right now, and if given the oppotunity to marry kid cudi I would in a heartbeat. i'm inlove with his lyrics.

"Ignorance is love, and I need that shit"

"I think the finish line's a good place we could start
Take a deep breath, take in all that you could want"
The Finish Line- Snow Patrol

Can I stay here with you till the morning
I am so far from home and i feel a little stoned
so can i stay here with you till the morning?
There's nothing i want more than to wake up on your floor
So lay with me in your thinnest dress
fill my heart with each caress
between your blissful kisses, whisper
darling, is this love?

So can I stay here with you, till the day breaks?
There's something you should know
I ain't got no place to go
So can I stay here with you, till the day breaks
How happy it would make me to see your face when I wake
So lay with me in your thinnest dress
Fill my heart with each caress
Between your blissful kisses, whisper
Darling, is this love?

So can I stay here with you till the nighttime
I've fallen sad inside and I need a place to hide
So can I stay, here with you, through the nighttime
I've fallen so sad it's true, now won't you take me to your room
Lay with me in your thinnest dress
fill my heart with each caress
between your blissful kisses, whisper
Darling is this love?

Whisper to me, is this love?

Can I Stay?- Ray Lamontagne

san diego

where was I for this lovely extended mini vacation of a week? why san diego of course. thanks to school for having conferences that graduation seniors are "highly recommended to attend" but are not required. can i just say that i love SD...the beauty, the beaches, the burritos!

wednesday was st. patricks day. downtown SD was off the chain. so many irish pubs so little time.

on friday i went to the SD zoo for the first time in my life. since i had always wanted to go i thought it would be so amazing. i mean like it was cool, lots of stuff, but worth 40 bucks? nope. i kinda felt like it was just your average zoo...just bigger and with wayyyy inflated prices.

now it's back to homework and real life and blahblahblah

"there's a lot of things
I don't understand
so many people lie
it's the hurt I hide that fuels
the fire inside me

Will I always feel this way
so empty
so estranged?"

Empty- Ray Lamontagne

I love John Legend

"Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Oh, I wish you'd understand
Oh, just an ordinary man
Listen we'd have known
Everybody knows, but nobody really knows
And I know one day you'll see, nobody has it easy
I still cant believe you found somebody new
I wish you the best, I guess."

Everybody Knows- John Legend

Gimme gimme symphonies
Gimme more than the life I see

Symphonies- Dan Black ft. Kid Cudi

I am in love,
With what we are,
Not what we should be.

And I am,
I am starstruck.
With every part,
Of this whole story.

So if it's just tonight,
The animal inside,
Let it live and die.

Animal- Ke$ha

Las Vegas

Ohhhh las vegas… did I have a good time? I mean I guess as much fun that you can have in Vegas.
The first night Kristin drugged me…I mean who takes two Dramamines? Anyways we left the club early because I was slightly sick and very delusional.
The last night we stayed in a suite at the Bellagio…facing the glorious fountains…and yes it was sweet (pun very intended)/
I don’t know what was up with my stomach because at dinner (which was delish) I promptly threw it all up.
The morning before we left we went to breakfast in paris at mon ami gabi. Best blueberry French toast ever. Enough said.

(the view from our suite at the Bellagio)

Also we listened to a lot of Shwayze in the car, the theme songs for this weekend was Sally Is A..., Get U Home, and Perfect For Me.

Take me in the bathroom
Take my clothes off
Make love to me up against a dirty wall
'Cause I can't wait to get you home (wait to get you home)
Take me out the back door
Take my clothes off
Make love to me up against somebody's car
'Cause I can't wait to get you home (wait to get you home)Get U Home- Shwayze

teacup pigs

so on this past week on how i met your mother there were teacup pigs. they are soooo adorable. I would seriously consider getting one in the future....

viva las vegas......this weekend

This weekend i'm going to vegas with some friends/roommates. I'm excited, one of my friends has earned a free hotel room from hotels.com or something like that, so on one of the nights were staying in a suite in the bellagio. i think that i'm ready to live the high life..don't worry i won't forget you when i'm a rich old biddy


"What it do, baby blue
Who am I? Who are you?
Do you think that we could ever be one instead of two?
What it is about you is
I love everything, your kiss
Your lips, your eyes, your nose
You're perfect
(You're perfect for me)"

Perfect for Me- Shwayze

How hard for the covers to be pulled from their slumbers,
but a ghost never gives up its sheet.
Tell me, is it the same for the rattling chains or whatever you wear when you sleep?
You remember the time that I told you to take off your clothes?
You were naked as a window.
But I'll take all that nothing over nothing at all.
I'm just a hallway for ceilings and walls, babe
and emptiness all the way through.
You know you're asking too much to be held and not touched,
but somehow that's just what you do.
You remember the time that I told you to take off your clothes?
You were naked as a window

Naked as a Window- Josh Ritter

"So lets just stay in the moment, smoke some weed,
Drink some wine,
Reminisce talk some shit forever young is in your mind
Leave a mark that can’t erase neither space nor time
So when the director yells cut,
I’ll be fine,
I’m forever young…"

Young Forever- Jay-Z

"how i know your face
all the ways you move
you come in
i can read you, you're my favorite book
all the things you say
the way you shift your eyes
i never knew there was someone to make me come alive
and when you go to work
all the day i wait for you to come home
and we can have time in our little place
our little place"

My Favourtite Book- Stars

top ten lullabies...

these are my top ten favorite lullablies. oh baby it's sleepy time

1. Lullaby (Goodnight, My Angel)- Billy Joel
"Goodnight my angel now it's time to dream
And dream how wondeful your life will be
Someday your child will cry and if you sing this lullaby
Then in your heart there will always be a part of me"

2. Golden Slumbers- The Beatles
"Once there was a way to get back homeward
Once there was a way to get back home
Sleep pretty darling do not cry
And I will sing a lullabye

Golden slumbers fill your eyes
Smiles awake you when you rise
Sleep pretty darling do not cry
And I will sing a lullabye"

3. Lullaby- Emitt Rhodes
"Tears that angels cry
And they darken all the sky
When the one you love says good-bye
Tears that angels cry
Sing a lullaby
Sing it soft and only sigh
When the one you love says good-bye
Sing a lullaby
When your love still is strong
When the one you love is gone"

4. Good Night- The Beatles
"Now it's time to say good night
Good night Sleep tight
Now the sun turns out his light
Good night Sleep tight
Dream sweet dreams for me
Dream sweet dreams for you."

5. The News- Jack Johnson
"Mama said
It's just make believe
You cant believe everything you see
So baby close your eyes to the lullabies
On the news tonight"

6. Happy Everafter In Your Eyes- Ben Harper
"couldn't leave you to go to heaven
i carry you in my smile
for the first time my true reflection i see
happy everafter in your eyes

all that i can give you
is forever yours to keep
wake up every day with a dream
and happyever after in your eyes"

7. Lullaby- Jack Johnson and Matt Costa
"Dry up your tears if you start to weep
And sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Lullaby, I'm not nearby
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Don't you cry, no don't you cry
Sing this lullaby to yourself"

8. Lullaby- Ben Folds Five
"Goodnight, goodnight, sweet baby
The world has more for you
Than is seems
Goodnight, goodnight
Let the moonlight take the lid off your dreams."

9. Lullaby- Dixie Chicks
"They didn't have you where I come from
Never knew the best was yet to come
Life began when I saw your face
And I hear your laugh like a serenade

How long do you want to be loved
Is forever enough, is forever enough
How long do you want to be loved
Is forever enough
Cause I'm never, never giving you up"

10. Blue Does- Blue October
"She's the answer to the prayer I hadn't found
She's the answer to the silence, …she's my sound
Oh what a girl
Oh what a beautiful girl …she is

Blue does
Everything I've never seen before
Blue does
Everything I've never seen before

She's the answer to the prayer I hadn't found
She's the answer to the silence. shes my sound"

happy valentines day....(like an hour and a half ago)

"You're so gangsta, I'm so thug, you're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see, I can be myself now finally, in fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you be with me"

Hey Soul Sister- Train

laguna

i went to laguna beach with krisitn and erin today. beautimous. and did we see LC's house from Laguna Beach"? yeah probably, cuz were cool like that. anyways i just wannna liiiveee by the ocean!

favorite lyrics from Battle Studies

"I love you more than songs can say"

All We Ever Do is Say Goodbye- John Mayer

what do i love? awesome things.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Need You Know
-Lady Antebellum

You always told me that the ears hear the words
But hearts, they can understand.

This Far- Landon Pigg

escuela manana

tomorrow is my last first day of school..well as an undergrad probably. first days of school are always both exciting and terrible. yay for seeing friends that you haven't seen in awhile and for having an easy day of class. boo for actually having to wake up, boo for the homework that will begin rolling in, boo for having to sit in a room listening to some old person lecture at you, and boo for seeing all the weirdos you (very happily) forgot about over the summer.

me in a nutshell

"I'm far too loud.
Its like, as soon as I've got an opinion,
it just has to come out.
I laugh at stupid things
just cus they tickle me."
-Mariella, Kate Nash

the past couple weeks...

So i'm back at school, it's nice to get some alone time before school starts. I love my family and everything but too much of them is too much. So a few days before me and kristin drove back to L.A. I went to visit her in Nevada City/Grass Valley (which is quite the experience). also it snowed...which i like for about about an hour every 5 years, so i guess i got my snow fill for a looooong while
Kristins backyard....

So the weather in california has been ridiculous the past week. Theres been tornado warnings, heavy rain, hail, and thunder and lightening storms. and obviously we weather incompetent californians don't know how to react to it. Anyways on the drive home the grapevine, which is the way we go to l.a. was closed so we had to go all the way around on the 101. It took 10 hours to get back. I am already not a fan of long car rides, so it was far from fun.

I love kid cudi,

"Be a man pick friends all selective now
You're cool, you're cool, fuck you
And to the bitch that's on ya fuck you too"

-Kid CuDi, Save My Soul

why....

am I such a procrastinator? i mean like school would be way easier if i actually did things when i was supposed too. oh well c'est la vie

The Beatles...

i am beatles obsessed. music, photos and lyrics everywhere in my brain. i also have a beatles related tattoo which has resulted in many disapproving looks, and conversations from my family. do i care though? not really.

anyways here is my attempt to narrow down my favie songs. it was hard, i put my blood sweat and tears into this list! ok not really but you know i was really bored at work/school/home wherever and just decided to go for it. i'm starting out the list with my all time favorite beatles song....thanks george, you're lovely.

1. Here Comes the Sun
"Here comes the sun, doo da doo doo
Here comes the sun, and I say
It's alright

Little darling
It's been a long, cold, lonely winter
Little darling
It feels like years since it's been here

Here comes the sun
Here comes the sun, and I say
It's alright

Little darling
The smiles returning to the faces
Little darling
It seems like years since it's been here

Here comes the sun
Here comes the sun, and I say
It's alright

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes

Little darling
I see the ice is slowly melting
Little darling
It seems like years since it's been clear

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun and i say,
It's alright"

2. In My Life
"There are places I remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places had their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all"

3. Hey Jude
"Hey Jude don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey Jude don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

And any time you feel the pain, Hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder"

4. I've Just Seen a Face
"I've just seen a face
I can t forget the time or place
And we'd just met, she's just the girl for me
And I want all the world to see we've met
Mmm, mmm, mmm, la di di

Falling, yes I am falling
And she keeps calling me back again"

5. All You Need is Love
"There's nothing you can do that can't be done.
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung.
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game.
It's easy.

Nothing you can make that can't be made.
No one you can save that can't be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time.
It's easy.

All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.

Nothing you can know that isn't known.
Nothing you can see that isn't shown.
Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.
It's easy."

6. Michelle
"Michelle, my belle.
Sont des mots qui vont très bien ensemble,
Très bien ensemble.

I need to, I need to, I need to.
I need to make you see,
Oh, what you mean to me.
Until I do I'm hoping you will
Know what I mean.

I love you...

I want you, I want you, I want you.
I think you know by now
I'll get to you somehow.
Until I do I'm telling you so
You'll understand. "

7. Let it Be
"When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Yeah, There will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me.
Shine until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be."

8. With a Little Help From My Friends
"Would you believe in a love at first sight?
Yes I'm certain that it happens all the time.
What do you see when you turn out the light?
I can't tell you, but I know it's mine.
Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends,
Mmm I get high with a little help from my friends,
Oh, I'm gonna try with a little help from my friends"

9. While My Guitar Gently Weeps
"I don't know how you were diverted
you were perverted too
I don't know how you were inverted
no one alerted you

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at you all
Still my guitar gently weeps"

10. Happiness is a Warm Gun
"Happiness (is a warm gun)
Bang Bang Shoot Shoot
Happiness (is a warm gun, momma)
Bang Bang Shoot Shoot"

11. Oh! Darling
"When you told me you didn't need me anymore
Well you know I nearly broke down and cried
When you told me you didn't need me anymore
Well you know I nearly fell down and died"

12. A Day in the Life
"Woke up, fell out of bed,
Dragged a comb across my head
Found my way downstairs and drank a cup,
And looking up I noticed I was late.
Found my coat and grabbed my hat
Made the bus in seconds flat
Found my way upstairs and had a smoke,
and Somebody spoke and I went into a dream"

13. Hold Me Tight
"It feels so right now, hold me tight,
Tell me I'm the only one,
And then I might,
Never be the lonely one.
So hold me tight, tonight, tonight.
It's you,
You you you.
Hold me tight,
Let me go on loving you,
Tonight tonight,
Making love to only you,"

14. I Want to Hold Your Hand
"Oh, please, say to me
You´ll let me be your man
and please, say to me

You´ll let me hold your hand
Now let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you i feel happy, inside
It´s such a feeling
That my love
I can't hide"

15. Don't Let Me Down
"I'm in love for the first time.
Don't you know it's gonna last.
It's a love that lasts forever,
It's a love that has no past.

Don't let me down, don't let me down.
Don't let me down, don't let me down"

16. Girl
"Was she told when she was young that pain
Would lead to pleasure?
Did she understand it when they said
That a man must break his back to earn
His day of leisure?
Will she still believe it when he's dead?
Ah girl
Girl"

17. Across the Universe
"Sounds of laughter shades of life are ringing
Through my opened ears inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying Love which shines around me like a
million suns, and calls me on and on
Across the universe
Jai guru deva, om,
Nothing's gonna change my world,"



18. Lucy in the Sky With Diamonds
"Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain,
Where rocking horse people eat marshmallow pies.
Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers,
That grow so incredibly high."

19. Something
"Something in the way she knows,
And all I have to do is think of her.
Something in the things she shows me.
I don't want to leave her now.
You know I believe and how."

20. All My Loving
"Close your eyes and I'll kiss you,
Tomorrow I'll miss you;
Remember I'll always be true.
And then while I'm away,
I'll write home ev'ry day,
And I'll send all my loving to you."

21. Yesterday
"Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday"

22. Strawberry Fields Forever
"Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out.
It doesn't matter much to me."

23. Being For the Benefir of Mr. Kite!
"For the benefit of Mr. Kite
There will be a show tonight on trampoline."

24. Maxwell's Silver Hammer
"Bang! Bang! Maxwell's silver hammer
Came down upon his head.
Clang! Clang! Maxwell's silver hammer
Made sure that he was dead."

25. Golden Slumbers/Carry That Weight/The End (ok so really three congs but i don't care)
"Once there was a way, to get back homeward,
Once there was a way, to get back home
Sleep pretty darling do not cry, and I will sing a lullaby
Golden slumbers fill your eyes, smiles awake you when you rise
Sleep pretty darling do not cry, and I will sing a lullaby
Once there was a way, to get back homeward,
Once there was a way, to get back home
Sleep pretty darling do not cry, and I will sing a lullaby
Boy you're gonna carry that weight, carry that weight for a long time
Boy you're gonna carry that weight, carry that weight for a long time
I never give you my pillow, I only send you my invitations
And in the middle of the celebrations, I break down
Boy you're gonna carry that weight, carry that weight for a long time
Boy you're gonna carry that weight, carry that weight for a long time
Oh yeah, all right, are you gonna be in my dreams tonight?
Love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you,
Love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you,
Love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you,
Love you, love you, love you
And in the end, the love you take, is equal to the love, you make, Ah"

2010....

Happy New Year, 2010 and whatever. 2010 should make for an interesting year, many changes going on. What am I doing after graduation? I haven't a clue.

It's weird I've been around for two whole decades (and then some). I swear it was just yesterday when it turned 2000, I remember watching "i heart the 90's" on vh1 and thinking wow it's goinna be like 10 whole loong years before "i heart the 00's" comes out. well that was a sham, these year freakin flied by faster than you can say...uhh flied by?
The New Year- Death Cab For Cutie

"so this is the new year.
and i don't feel any different.
the clanking of crystal
explosions off in the distance (in the distance).

so this is the new year
and I have no resolutions
for self assigned penance
for problems with easy solutions"