Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Why am I still awake??

Soooo today i heard music from the band Noisettes. They are awesome, I love her voice.

Also got to watch half of my tv shows for the week. (mondays, and thursdays are the best nights...oh and sunday too curb). Curb Your Enthusiasm, and How I met Your Mother crack me up every time. Larry David is the king of awkward situations, and everyone needs a barney, marshall, robin, ted, and lily in their lives. Oh yeah, and thursday is gonna be awesome with Jim and Pam finally getting married. Tv is lovely.

I'm so not into school. It's so hard just to do the simplest homework assignments. I'm letting things pile up to much, I know it's gonna kick me in the ass soon, but I just can't motivate myself to actually start things.

It's scary that this is my last year. Things went by way too fast, the future is scary, and I don't want it to come. I don't know if I really want to teach. The thought of actually having to do student teaching scares the crap out of me. I would love to get a job working at a museum right after school, and actually be able to make a good living. Life is going by way to fast. I really wish I could just start my whole life over again, I miss the growing up phase of my life. This whole being an adult thing isn't all it's cracked up to be, and sucks most of the time.

"Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?"
-John Mayer Stop This Train, song of life right now

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